I Still Feel For You? Poem by Lori Livengood

Your kiss takes my breath away. Your smell is irresistable. When you hold me in your arms, I'm the happiest person in the world. I love you so much that I feel all warm and fuzzy inside every time I hear your voice. I love being with you and the second you leave I stay quiet and keep to myself. I deeply love you and now I must hide it.

You have no idea what you want in life and I try to help you to the best of my ability its just I don't know what to do anymore. Your so protective over me and that's just weird to me. After how long and your now taking part in my life the way I want you to. My heart misses you and it can't be by yours. I long to be in your arms again I really do.
You were my stability and now I can't be stable without you by my side. This year is supposed to be the best year of my life and theres one major part missing and that is you. No matter how much you broke my heart I still love you and that's the scary part. Loving you. Of all the people you were with I was your best match and I'm standing right in your path. You avoid me as much as you can, but your heart beats different. You put mind over heart and at times that can be bad.
Things aren't just the same without you around. Yeah the choices you make in life now hurt me, but I have to let go of the flaws I see in you. You need me the same way I need you. You say nobody wants you when you have one person in front of you that gave you the world. I saw the world in your eyes and I guess you didn't see it in mine. My heart beated for you and now it bleeds because of how damaged it is. I figured after all the love I gave you, you would at least give me another glance.
Things are becoming complicated and my world is in a spin. Yeah the future scares me as much as it scares you, but we only can take life one day at a time. I gave you a tender and passionate love that no one else wanted to give you. Everyone says I was the best thing in your life. And now you have two new addictions that make me worry. I love you for who you are and who you can be in the future. You let people make decisions for you and you can't make them yourself. I maybe young, but I see right thru everything you do. I kept you sane and now you can't keep grasp on whats in front of you. It hurts to hear that you don't think your the one for me. You downgrade yourself and don't give yourself the credit that you deserve because of how much you were hurt in the past. I don't want you hurt anymore. Please take my hand let us guide each other down this long road we call life.