Incomprehensible Love Poem by Lori Livengood

You gave me life when I didn't have one at all. You gave me a shoulder to cry on when I had nothing left. I had a heart while I was in your presence. My palms shake and hearts ache now that your not who you used to be. I don't care that you found new fantasy that you see as pleasure. I love you for who you are. My tears stream down my face with how much I miss you. My tears mean nothing to you and they never did. All you did was hold me tight and say, 'baby, it will be alright.' When in realtiy nothing is right without you. You call yourself a no life and that you can't be happy. Behind the shadows I lay there waiting for you to open the door and see my shining face with open arms. The darkness is too much for me to search for light on my own anymore. My wings aren't capable of flying anymore and my heart is filled with pity and shame. When you hurt me my heart forgives you and I don't know why. I love you very much and you gave me everything I ever wanted. I don't tend to do the unforgiving, but the world spins in that direction. I'm a very destructive person with NO idea what I'm fully capable of and thats a scary thought. I don't want to yell or scream, beg or crawl, but I want you to understand that I fell for you and I fell hard. My knees completely shattered into a million piece while my heart took the pain and turned it into love and passion without any regret. I don't regret loving you at all. Don't make the incomprehensible the comprehendable. Let your heart free and your emotions fly. Tell me how you feel without the confusion that surrounds a controlled life. Your heart cries out for my love and I know it does.