If Death Is All There Is.. Poem by YasminAj Sesinyi

Knees hurt
heart aches.
Chest pains
shattered dreams...
When all is gone and the little hope she had has vanished,
friends high up she can't reach their level,
she believes that every breath she takes is a curse.
Yes, love too did find me,
but how shall i keep it when i've lost my soul?
Locked in the claws of the cruel universe.
Happiness yes, i used to possess
but Depression has become a part of me i can't let go.
Life is a punishment not meant for me,
an alternative to hell, i can say
maybe i'm just not meant to be happy,
joy is just but a lie of the mind.
If death is all there is,
then im bound for it..
© 2016 aj sesinyi