Ignoring The Oncoming Train Wreck Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

A calculated decision.
The time is right.
Wounds closed up and healed.
Looking for something real.
Looking for something close.
Not willing to chase a ghost.
I'll never forget what you said.
I hope for the rest of life you regret it.
You'll never recieve even a passing glance, or a simple hello from me.
He was my friend, but he was the father of your son.
I know he loved you and wanted someone to always look out for you.
Too bad the feelings weren't mutual.
I'll light the match if only to watch you burn.
So your alone, some people get what they deserve.
Like a tick you suck the blood from all others who are near you.
How dare you disgrace his name while he rest in a grave.
It is something I will never be able to forgive.
But it something I will be able to forget.
Meet my love, she is just as much a pistol as me.
Two loaded guns versus one.
Could you even imagine.
Next time you hear from me will be never.
So hope you read my very last letter.
Because the friend you use to be went through an emotional shredder.
All that is left is an emotional dissconnect.
I'm happy your a train wreck, it's about time you pay your fine, it is not a physical price that owed.
It requires an emotional toll on your soul.
No good deed goes unpunished.
And just remember I no longer care.
Your on your own.
As I've already shown.