Journey Of Life Poem by Simon Matar

Questioning, is it a journey of life?
or should i Say a life of journeys! !
Wouldn't it be easier to get a knife
and cut within, and find those keys

Was destiny something i ever owed?
to be right here and to pay those fees
Should I burden alone all these loads
Cant I live easily, the way I please

I believe in many stuff, that sound so weird
Though am no weirdo, but a dreamer of so
This energy that some people have feared
might be the answer of the journey to go

None of the lines do make any sense
Yeah i know, have written much better before
but that's how i feel now, insecure and tense
A lost guy, re-looking for surface not the core

I have a feeling that I'll die so young
with questions unanswered, stupid ones
I wont be staying here for that long
why a person doesn't get what he longs

Tired and fed up from excuses so wrong
Wanting a feeling of comfort, wanting to be fine
It's not the desire to reach down that thong
but that of unconditioned decision to be forever mine

I got the chance to hold the whole world in my hand
And turned it down for a head nod that said a yes
I wanted no sea no air, but a walk with you on this land
A journey of life, whose price was nothing more nor LESS