Life Poem by ESPN CHICK

Tossing and turning I can't sleep
Feels like I'm doomed to hell
No matter how hard I try nothing seems to go right
Deep down I'm bleeding and screaming
My soul is one black hole
But no one can see
I've built up a wall around me
Trying to figure out where I stand at in life
Can't figure life out
Wondering if I will ever escape these feelings
Thoughts of dying still lye on my mind
Trying my best to fight them
Can't let those thoughts take over me
Gotta be strong
I've been weak all my life
Now is the time where I've got to step up and be strong

July 2008