Lonely Is Where I Lay Tonight Poem by Carita Blodgett

Lonely Is where I lay tonight
I have your love, but still alone despite
Trying to sleep, wondering why I can’t
Have this love the way I had it planned
I am stuck in two different worlds
In one I am here and am your girl
The other I’m lost, confused and sad
I didn’t see it coming, when did it get this bad?
I am not happy, it still hangs on
I am supposed to be with you, where I belong
But In between the do’s and must’s
It seems that time costs to much for us
And here it comes another dawn
Still needing to feel the things I long
So what is to happen between you and me?
We will go on as we are and always will be
Though I thought I could be strong
I need to fix this if I am to go on
This journey is mine and mine alone
You are in my heart and always my home
And when sometimes I lose sight of what it is I seek
I hope you are patient and will wait for me
But until some clarity comes to sight
Lonely is where I lay tonight.