Looking from the inside out
Wondering what my life is all about
Trapped in this body is a mind
Going crazy most of the time
Never knowing from day to day
How I’ll be feeling when I awake
Sometimes going to bed at night
Thinking will there be another daylight
A state of confusion my brain is sometimes in
And a constant pain that comes from within
What will become of this life of mine
I want to be out but I am trapped inside
I remember I wasn’t always this way
A recent development I’ll have to say
Life of the party I used to be
Where is my life, I have to look to see
Wanting to do much more than I do
Desire still there, no energy who knew
Will I ever feel normal.. Like I use too
Do I even want to know the truth
I don’t think people see me, as I see myself
Hiding it all, I do quite well
How did I ever get this way
Broken body, broken spirit, depressed most days
In the mornings when I wake It’s then I see
What my body will have in store for me
Aching with pain is a reminder to me
Of what I cant do and who I cant be
I pray to the Lord both night and day
Please make me better for my family’s sake
My Husband and Sons have to put up with me
On good days and bad, but more bad days they see
I want to get out of this jail I am in
Trapped by my body and thoughts from within
I don’t want to be the way I am now
Always looking from the inside out
I can totally relate to this poem. You know depression, which I am a slave most of a time. But I am amazed that although shadows of sadness seems to completely covering me. I'm still alive and continue going on no matter what! Thanks for the poem.10+ Feelings well express in clear and creative way. Praise to the poet!
Your feelings and your pain relate to each other. Stress and emotional upset. You have a broken heart right now but if you can change the way you think. Like before you go to bed say 'thank you god for the great day I am going to have tomorrow' Thank him before the even instead of asking. It WORKS. Be determined to feel happy. Sing laugh do whatever it takes to make yourself smile. The healing will begin that way. Soon you will be back in control. I know...Believe me. Hug.
I know what you're talking about in this poem; depression is just......sucky; find something you can still enjoy and fill your time with it and hopefully, time will heal.
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A great sincere desire to get out of those feelings. The feelings flow so well throughout the write and in lovely rhyme making it a great poem. There's so much melody in this, not just ending rhymes......10+++