Losing Myself Poem by Sam Edison

I know Im hurt but I been through this before
Roaming around these streets like a soldier without a war
I drink untill Im sick and I cant remember none of it
Demonic entities chasing me its hard to hold onto my wit
The anger and the booze got me wrapped in a blanket made of sin
I keep wearing a fake smile in much denial i dont know where to begin
I would just love for this to end Im on a dangerous trend
I keep picking fights with strangers adding enemies losing friends
So much I lost and all of it back to back
I wonder what it will take to gain my sanity back