My Fear Intoxicates Me Poem by jessie warren

why must i be afraid?
why cant i let it go?
i want everything to be ok
I'm hoping everything will turn out that way
you don't understand
you probably never will
every time you say you don't care
you burn a hole inside me
that only you can fill
you act as if its all my fault
its not you I'm afraid of
your the only person i feel safe around
because i know you wouldn't hurt me
i don't want to be afraid
i want to let it go
i think about this everyday
because i love you so