My Final Goodbye. Poem by caroline beth

I sit here and try not to think about you. But cant get you off my mind. You have made this game of love so hard for me. Letting me fall head over heels for you, while you play with my heart. I do all that I can just for you to see how much i truley care but all you do is lie to my face. You play all these games with my head. Yet when someone plays those games with you, you get so mad. I would sit up at night talking to you for hours. Waiting for your call, for your text, to hear your voice, waiting to talk to you till we fell asleep. Thinking all these things ment something. To me they did, to you they ment nothing, just another girl, another night. Nothing new for you. i let you in where no one else had been, I told you things no one else knows. You tore my heart out of my chest. Id say im done.But i always came back. When ever someone stepped into the picture, you got scared and made me think you cared, I alwasy went back to you, thinking things would go back to the way they were years ago. but it all changed that night. You showed me my last heartbreak. You showed me that you really didnt care. You showed me that i meant nothing to you, nothing at all. you showed me that nothing will ever go back.That it never ment anything to you from the begining. I always cared way to much for you....now i dont care enough. Im truleyy done chasing you, done caring for you, done with you. You are nothing to me now. I no longer need to talk to you. I no longer need to see you. I no longer want you. I no longer want to talk to you. so this is my last goodbye. and this one is forever. Theres one last thing i would like to say to you. Thanks for all the heart breakss. and i hope you get your heart torn out. and shreded into a million pieces. that wayy youll know what its like when it cant befixed.