Never Good Enough. Poem by caroline beth

Im never good enough. Alwasy seen as just a friend, or only seen for the size of my bra. Never good enough for an actual cominement. Never seen as a possible canindent for the game of love. never seen for what really on the inside of me. Onlyy seen for whats on the outside. Alwasy compared to her. Never looked at as myslef. Shes beautiful, shes has the bubbly personality, the loving smile, the big heart of gold, she has the perfect figure. Id like to think of myself as all of these, but no one else seems to. I try to look tothe positive but everyone makes mesee the worst. I put on a front anr let everyone thinkim happy. Lett no one know im dying onthe inside. Everyone is in love with her. Everyone wants to be with her. No one sees me when she around. They all talk about her to me. Tell me how there gonna marry her. I dont wanna here all these things. I dont wanna here about how she beautiful, amazing, the most awesome and perfect girl in the world. I know these things, we live in the same house. I hate all these things about her. You can tell me im jealouse. I know it by now. I wish someone would say these things about me. Tell me how beautiful I am. How amazing I am. Do you know how that would make me feel? But instead i sit here as everyone tells me about her. I cant take it anymore. I feel worse and worse about my self each and everyday I wake up. I feel like im not good enough for anyone. Like everyone could do so much better than me. Is this true? When im a gonna be good enough for anyone? For you?