My Forest Of Pain Poem by Ajmacia McQueen

There are times when I cry so I can release the pain, but mostly take my stress away. When the pain hits my heart and mind it settles deep to the original core my ever lasting hurt. My mind goes through this dark forrest of memories that sends my heart into a siezer of devistation. Feelings rush through my head as I cry more, In my mind Im walking through past scenes in my life wondering how I could of revised my wrongs. I take more steps as I cry more tears, doubting my future as I look at my past.The pain last until the liquids falls from my eyes...one drop. two drop, three drops, Fall into my hands my eyes looking at my tears as they dry with my pain that drys inside.
Then Everything fades as I leave my forrest of memories and my scar that my pain left heals. My tears begin to stop pouring as my cheeck begins to rise and teeth begin to show, Im smiling. My mind begins to go into my future of my goals and dreams, My souls begins to lighten up joy as I stop doubting and begin to believe. I walk to the mirror and talk to my reflection:
My life will change For I have relaize my wrongs from my past. Changing my life will save my life. My tears fall so I can wash away my pain and guilt so my path can be clearer. The more I own up to my mistakes then I shall begin to mold myself into a better person. Then I can begin my path to be successful and happy.