My Lost Love Poem by Naima Ansari

I saw, looked and once i gazed
My heart beated once then it got raised,
He smiled and waved his friends gudbye
While my eyes rested upon the way he went by.

The next I instantly looked at his soul
With emotions inside my heart began to rock and roll,
His marvellous eyes noticed me
When we with our eyes began playing hide and seek.

He tried to speak but had no voice
I wantd to approach but 'noah! ' I closed my eyes,
His lovely spirit called me through the wind that blew
When suddenly my careless heart froze and the feelings flew.

His another expected look striked my vision
When i was in no world but in my envision;
This pretty-short eye-contact made us clear,
Our heartache which both of us were unable to bear.
He felt pain cause I had no time
And I felt the same for if he was just a mime.

No more understanding was required
When a third stare was acquired
We got bound between two threads
One was of love and the other for the promises that we had made.

We kept like that, laughed and enjoyed,
& crushed the outsiders who simply barked
Besides, we cried &wept for nights
When often we had some grievous fights.
This could not go long for we had kept promises
We could overcome our sorrows through compromises.

This relationship he does'nt know came into what effect,
That i started with things which were not erect.
Unluckily our relation broke up into fragments
'dont know with what shame i shall express my regrets! '

I knew u & know u well, dear
You have been crying all through the year.
This thought drew me to furnish that
Breaking our relationship would not be bad.

I swear it through my blood, that I
Had not slept a night without crying.
I know this too that the tears he had shed for an hour
Is much heartily than those I have shed so far.
I know you loved me with a greater heart;
And no one so true can ever be born.
But this silly breakup was my art,
To daub the brush into the black colour,
& erase those scenes of love that we both had drawn, thus making it blind and dark.

Its not that I am justifying my sin
But to help you know that I do have love for you within.
Its not the love that had died,
But the relation that broke up thinking perhaps it had stopped your cries.