My Love. Poem by rawan alzuobi

i wish you were here with me
singing melodies to my ear
but it's not that easy cos,
love falls apart so deceivingly
my love for you goes high
higher than the clouds up there
but nothing seems right
when you're a thousand miles away
i say i'm feeling fine
but inside, hell is running through my spine
i'd surrender with everything i have
to get a glimpse of the days that passed
i say i'm not depressed but,
i barely hold the screaming out of my chest.
every happiness in my life turns to a black hole sucking the blood out of my veins.
they say everything happens for a reason
but you left without one to say! ! !