Neo Judas Poem by jathin aka jesuzz

Neo Judas

I made a wall to crack my skull.
For all sins I ever did,
For all lies I ever told
For all souls who I ever soiled
For stepping on all those, who with me toiled.
For all the dreams I often ruined

I made a wall to crack my skull
Crawling an eeling, up the way.
Never did I see, the dirt in my robes
The flaw in my ways
The blood in my tracks
The sweat of my brothers
The tears of my women
The rise of my child
The fall of his father!

Something in the wind.
Aroma of Ashes of my deeds.
Something in the water.
Flavor of failure
There is More in the blood,
The colour of betrayal
So I built a wall to crack my skull



Why then, do I see all things of the world soo distant?
Ah. Yes the mountain of mammon
Carries benefits like those
Thy mother mated with a scorpion, they say
In my words alone lurked bereavement
Like the traitor I am, even metals
Shamed to pierce my flesh
So I built a wall,
With all my cravings,
Laid each stone with peccadillo
Cemented it with betrayal
All so that today, I stand alone
Aside my wall, between me an u it stood
For “my love I wish u not to see”,
For oh world I cant see your mockery.
With each kiss of my head and wall,
Repentance reverberate through my viens

in this side I am all contrition for

The life of a neo judas.