Never Was Poem by Nobody []

It never was enough,
I never was good enough was I?
These thoughts and doubts.
I'm not very cool,
I'm not very smart,
It may seem cruel,
But it's no lie,
My self doubts and hate,
continue to rotate,
It seems I cannot be happy as I am
Or as I want to be,
There never was someone always there,
They left
again and again,
Saying they'd be there forever,
they lied,
I'm holding them all back,
I'm a great burden,
There never was trust in myself,
The moment, I gained the smallest bit of self respect,
it was gone in a flash,
Making me feel like absolute trash.