Next To You Poem by lanesa mantia

Thought I'd be okay,
never knew that it would be this way.

I can't eat, I cant sleep
im fallin to pieces as if i can barely breathe.

A heart broken girl with nothin to lose and nothin to gain,
with the memories of us kissin in the rain.

I lose concentration when your name is said,
because its to damn hard to get you out of my head.

My eyes swell with tears when I look at pictures of what we used to be,
I feel dumb and stupid like i was to blind to see.

I remember laying next to you,
now I look to my side and I cant seem to figure out what to do.

I have to say goodbye,
because writing this just makes me wanna cry