Ngiyesaba (Iam Scared) Poem by THOKOZANI MAGAGULA

Ngiyesaba,
Ngiyesaba ukukunikeza inhliziyo yami ngoba uzoyiphula,
Ngiyakusaba ukukhulumisa ngoba uzothula,
im scared to let you hold me,
when you let go i may cry,
im scared that when tonight is over
you wont remember me today
Iam really scared,
Ngiyesaba ukukujabulisa,
Ngoba ungahle ungikhalise
Ngiyesaba ukuba nawe imizuzwane,
Ngoba ngeke ngisakubona emvakwesikhashana,
im scared you're gonna end this
just when it began to start,
I'm scared you'll hurt me
when I think it's true
I'm scared you won't be there
at the time I need you.
Ngiyesaba uzobukisa ngami,
Ngiyesaba uzohlekisa ngami,
I'm scared you'll tell me lies
and I'll believe them one by one.
It's hard to be a boy,
Iam scared of being in love,
While you are not in love,
When I cry I feel like no one cares,
Iam really scared