Nobody Ever Said Those Silly Quotes I Wrote For You. Poem by Hailey Marie

'i can't say 'screw him' about the boy that i came the closest to loving.
i would still do anything for him, even though i know he wouldn't do the same for me.
and it hurts more than anything. But i can't stop loving him.
believe me, i've tried. once in a lifetime you find your reason for living.
you find the one who makes your every dream come true.
though I could search the world forever.no one else would compare.
because only once in a lifetime you find someone like you.'

You will never know how much of my heart you took from me.
You will always be in my heart because i don't wanna let go.
but also, it is because you are in my heart that i fall asleep crying every night.
I just want things to be like before.
When you would call me everyday, ask me how I was.
You gave me this feeling that I have never felt before.
I miss you, a real lot kid. And knowing that you won't ever like me again, it hurts.
I know that I shouldn't like you after what you did to me, but i do i did and i always will love you.
I miss it when you could make me laugh when I would cry.
I miss when we would talk and take forever to say goodbye.
I miss you so much that it breaks my heart, but what i miss the most is you telling me we would never fall apart.
Speak to me just once more & just tell me where did your love go?
you messed me up, you don't know how much you screwed me up...
I don't miss you, I miss the person you used to be;
The person who could talk to me about anything;
The person that made me laugh, Even if I was having a bad day;
The person who left me hanging on every word; & the person who was the first to notice me.
Babe, I don't miss you...I miss the person you used to be.
i think it's sad that you're the only thing that ever made sense to me.
At one point in my life; you were the only thing i had. I chose to give up my friends for you,
not on purpose, it just sort of happened. Kind of like when i first met you i thought we would
break up in a weeek...stupid me, i fell for you.
Theres no point in trying to talk to you, I've tried to have a conversations with you;
but all that comes out is the empty feeling in my stomach.
& It makes me realize that you will never feel the same way about me as i do about you.
real love hurts. real loves makes you totally
vulnerable & open. real love will take you
far beyond yourself. therefore, real love will
devastate you. if love doesnt shatter you,
` y o u d o n t k n o w l o v e.
I am a dreamer but when I wake, You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
as you move on, remember me, Remember us and all we used to be... and as i watched you put your arm around her,
i felt something inside me hurt physically.
an aching in my heart like it was breaking into pieces.
isnt it ironic though, as much as it tore my heart up to see you hold her,
i couldnt get myself to stop watching both of you...
because all i wanted to do was imagine that i was in her place,
& i was the one who actually had you.
Do you ever think about me? Do you ever cry yourself to sleep?
In the middle of the night when you're awake, Are you calling out for me?
Do you ever reminiscence? I can't believe I'm acting like this...
I know it's crazy how I still can feel your hugs.
As i walk by you something has changed.
I no longer feel that sense of reassurance or the love that we once shared, no i dont.
Instead that love has been replaced by a cold empty heart, no not mine, yours.
and whether you will admit it or not, you know that we were better off t o g e t h e r.
I've told you everything, I've done what I can.
I've tried to convince you, tried to understand.
But please don't choose her not when you look at me that way,
I don't know if I could hang it after I finally asked you to stay.
I've never done this before, I was always too prideful but I bit the bullet and told you I wanted more.
If you still pick her after everything I said it will break my heart in two to know that through you it all...
you picked her...


i'm just speaking from experience, nothing can compare to your first true love.
you're all i ever wanted, you're all i ever needed.
- - NOTE TO SELF; ; never get this attached again