Numbness Poem by Baharak Barzin

this numbness in my head
like nothing matters but everything does
has killed a spirit but raised my soul

will it go away or stay a bit longer?
shall i ask for help?
is any angel around? to protect my wandering soul?
any devil near? to bring back the ashes?
shall i hide my last praying? to kill what they've been wishing for? the dark hope?
seeing me surrendered? on the knees of a cursed desire
mother woke me from sleep
she said I'm free
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