Pain Nolonger Unwritten Poem by Ashley verdugo Rivera

i have come to believe that my soul is on the other side..
oh the little pieces falling, shattering shards of me too sharp to put back together. too small to matter but big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
everytime that i cut my wrists i bleed but i can also breathe again.

i want a perfect body,
i want a perfect soul,
this pain is so out of control.

family, without love...
cutting, i can't get enough...
drinking and drugs, i live dangerous because i'd rather be numb than deal with this pain.