Reaching Limits Poem by Cindy J.M.S

Time has come to surrender, to lay myself to rest
I must confess that I have been walking backwards
Shielded from the light, projecting it through mirrors of Iron
In the blackest of nights

Facing the lie it sets my soul ablaze
Stepping out of the haze of past aches
No longer being able to relate to what once guided me
It must be set free to welcome the new
Something I cannot yet do

I'm standing on the edge
I feel the wind and the anger that arises from this depth
Overcome by feeling I feel unstable
Yet I know that I cannot leap unless I choose to be able
A part of me detests this realization, raging to condemn the nation
Afraid of its own creation

Through revelation compassion has made its statement
To end the hunt outside myself, to do that I must delve, into subconscious
To become conscious of what is missing
Embracing love through nurturing the things that I lack
Knowing the only way is forward because from where I came there is no going back
Don't want to die with regret
Time has come to surrender, to lay myself to rest