Schizophrenia Shirlee Poem by BEAU GOLDEN

My heart does not love a girl with four names
My heart does not love a girl who plays games
The girl who sings songs and dances in my brain
Is the girl that I love but they're one in the same?
My heart does not pine for a girl who is cold
My heart does not pine for a girl who is bold
The girl who can laugh when i make a joke well
The girl who will groan when the joke does smell
That's the girl I love who has won my whole heart
But I'm sad now today she has said she'll depart
I'm starting to realize what's really in store
I'm not dating one girl i'm really dating four
I'm hurtover her personality disorder trait
And i can't seem to get all the first names straight
There's missy and misung hoshiko and shirley
My favorite is Missy she's childish and girly
The one I hate is called Hoshiko
What she'd do to your manhood you don't want to know
She's violent in bed which can really excite
But she'd tie you and leave you erect all night
I'm a laborer and an artist who lives for his art
But I'm dead each time Missy and I must part
I'm only an artist who paints a great show
But I'm always colliding with that bitch Hoshiko
I hope u don't think that this tale is untrue
This girl still exists and our love is not through
She's the strangest damn girl i have ever possessed
Now i know she must go I'm profoundly depressed
Schizophrenia is a bitch and so is her mother
Soon i will be happier with someone other
10 29 1994
beau golden