Sel'E Kaak Ander Bak Poem by Lieketseng Ntsala

Sel'e kaak - different Bak!

Dis hoe ek nou voel.
It's so obvious
As clear as freaking DAY
but still she stays

Cupids chokehold's too tight
Light headed
Losing air
This is him losing her
BUT
Once again he's managed to say the right thing
by not saying anything
Isht is sickening
She knew from the beggining
eventually they'd be going through this isht again -
It's like it never ended to begin with

SO, what to do, what to do, what to do?
Like S'fate' would say - Whoorooyoo?
I guess certain things should just be left unsaid -
Her telling him & her BEING how she felt has gone to his head
She knows she should be weighing her options
She decides to stay and fix isht instead


Note to Love:

You might MEAN the world to me but you ARE NOT my world. - loosley translated; you could be the EQUEVILANT OF but you are just NOT IT.
I don't NEED you in my life but I CHOSE to keep you around -@ times foolishly so.
What we have is NOT a commitment that I made TO YOU - It's one that I made to myself REGARDING YOU.
Just thought I should remind you.