Smile. Poem by Hailey Marie

sometimes i sit at home and wonder how it'd be if he had loved me, truly loved me.
yes, i learned awhile ago, that kind of thing; it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me. i play the circus clown around my friends;
make them laugh and they wont see, that you never let them see you sweat.
dont want them to think the pain runs deep, lord knows it's killing me.

so i put on my make up, put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is okay.
i'm laughing cause no one knows the joke is on me, cause i'm dying inside with my pride and a smile on my
face, on my face; singing: la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la
laaaa

sometimes i sit at home; by the phone, hoping he might call me.
but he dont call me, but then i realize dreams come true aren't for girls like me;
not like me, and so i go around with my head up like it ain't no thing, and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cause
you never let them see you sweat. dont want them to think the pain runs deep, lord knows it's killing me.

and so i put on my make up, put a smile on my face, and if anyone ask me; everything is okay.
i'm laughing cause no one knows the joke is on me, cause i'm dying inside with my pride and the smile on my
face, on my face; oooh.

it's not easy thing to do
sometimes it's hard to face the truth.
its not the life that i would choose, but what else can i do if he dont love me?
if he dont want me, i'm not about to sit around.