Madison Parnell

(04/20/96 / Alabama)

Spend My Life

i dont wanna spend my life just to cry
over someone who doesnt care if i die
that is just gonna like me for one night
just so someone will hold him tight

i dont wanna spend my life being hurt
over the one that was in love when i knew you wernt
you do everything just to make me happy and to protect
i was an idiot for thinking you were perfect

i dont wanna spend my life thinking of you everyday
dont walk towards me because i will run away
i still love you yes
but i cant be hurting myself like this

i dont wanna spend my life screaming into a pillow
or watching rain drops race down the window
i was finally over you and loved you like i brother
but i fell just after a couple of kisses but i need another

i dont wanna spend my life keeping things that were yours
i screwd up kissing you and love you again of course
i hate you for making me love you
your so confusing im not sure what i should do

i dont wanna spend my life waiting for you
because you will never come around, its just a loop
you cant stop talking to me because thats an option
but im putting my heart up for adoption

i dont wanna spend my life wanting you to come around
or crying all night long without a sound
id much rather go back to the way we were
but we cant do that anymore because you fell in love with her

i dont wanna spend my life hating you either
but i cant spend it love you neither
stop treating me like a kid and treat me like a friend
your playing with my heart and this has got to end

i dont wanna spend my life reminding myself your not here
so im done. never again. not another tear.
why am i here writing this about you when i dont care
being in love with my best friend just isnt fair

i dont wanna spend my life writing stupid poems about this
because i only finish it being pissed
but its the only way you understand how i feel
can you stop looking at me like that? is that a deal

i dont wanna spend my life loving you again
but without you i dont know where to begin
without you im nothing why dont you understand
that i love you too but i really only need a friend

i dont wanna spend my life waisting it on you
because you cant seem to pick someone just tell me who
so until you figure out your own complicated mind
because your killing me its like im flying blind

i dont wanna spend my life keeping my self busy
so i dont think of you trust me its tricky
so im tired of this. tired of you, tied of hurting and i cant waste my life
because my heart scars after being repeatedly getting stabbed wih a knife

Submitted: Thursday, May 27, 2010

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