Sweet Sacrafice. Poem by rachel reed

let me
want me
love me.
not.
sacrifice my heart
my love
my life.
pretend to smile

to love
to be happy.
feel free to hit me
to hurt me
to scream at me.
this time around i want to change
to cry
to find happiness.

sweetness
pain
love
hate
razorblade
blood
tears
everything
life
addict
scream
cut
cry
hit
inhale
exhale

its not about this
its about surving
dont care if i scream
i cut
i cry.

dont remember me
love me
care.