The Grey Enigmatic Poem by James Darwin Smith II

The grey enigmatic
Covets blue spirit
Creating silver heart beats
Sparkling into a rose
Turning into gold
Soul searching abode
Love foretold



A self-understanding creation
Loving self-mission
Anxiety, Panic admission
Laced with Depression's cold sting
But I still fight on



Cloudy mindful abundance
Past enslavement, backwards dwelling
Dreams fighting hard within
Misunderstanding world
Checking out, while being here



Chaotic path
Road afire
Pavement burning in turmoil
Still must fight
For the feelings of love
The hope for its lasting longevity



The grey enigmatic
Covets blue spirit
Creating a silver heart beats
Sparkling into a rose
Turning into gold
Soul searching abode
Love foretold



In dreams I am way up high
Amongst a universe of my own
My home,
Everywhere I roam



This imagination
A release from a hectic world
One full of hate, greed and torment
Destroying in selfless acts of devoid


When times are at its toughest
This imagination is all that I have
But when I come back
This world always seems crueller than ever before



This grey enigmatic self
Strives for indigo spirit
Creating silver heart beats
Sparkling into a glorious rose
Turning into gold
Soul searching abode
Love foretold



Love of self
I must be bold



The grey enigmatic
The alien self I must take control



Star sick,


Take me home!


A place where I can never be judged
A place where the only thing seen is soul



The grey enigmatic
Salvation from feeling alone
Yet, which direction shall I go?



Soon will it be known?


Sick of being stuck
Without the freedom to roam



The grey enigmatic
The start of this self-cleansing
Colorful dreams
Painting over ever emotional scars
The crevices of the past
Those I must fill
Even if I have to do this alone



Fighting for solace
Battling against time
As the years pass on by



Sparkling gold rose
Catch me
This existence is all yours



Will I ever be good enough?
Will I ever be more than a metaphor?



Who created who?
This muse feels hidden and alone



The grey enigmatic
The lesson I must adorn
Wherever I may roam



Reaching for the stars
The only place I feel at home



The grey enigmatic
A universe beyond my own
My true home
Away from home
Where I feel like I belong



Never will I feel ugly here
As long as they keep seeking my soul



Enigma self, May I always thrive out of control!
In the greater realm of unpredictability
Where all typical redundancy dies
And the heart is a messenger from the soul
Where the wrong ego exists, No more



What is my destiny from here?
That is what I like to know




Perhaps I have a huge surprise coming
In the form of the direction where I need to go



The grey within
The enigmatic visions I must console. Alone



I am here
Or am I there?
Nowhere
Everywhere



I am only where I need to go
Everywhere but home
The stars my only true abode



Searching within
The grey enigmatic
The place, the destiny
Where shall call my own



How far do I have to go?
So hard to do this alone


Now where do I go?


The grey enigma
The mystery that shall take as my own




The grey enigmatic
Covets indigo spirit
Creating a silver heart beats
Sparkling into a rose
Turning into gold
Soul searching abode
Love foretold



The best to go is truly the unknown
I guess that is the direction I will always go
Who knows, an enigma perhaps shall take its true form
Will it ever turn to gold?
Sure hope so!



I shall find out soon enough!
Ready to finally come home
Will I free myself of being alone?
Time, Will it be atoned?
By me and myself and my rogue ways
A vigilantly of life and its many tolls




Walking on the grey enigmatic
The only travels I truly know




When I am everywhere
Will I still feel all alone?



The grey enigmatic, my flaws, my all
The thing that makes me stronger than ever before



The grey enigmatic, I am my own!
Where do I need to go?
My true home
Away from my own comfort zone




There is neither an end nor beginning
In fact I shall defy them both!



Time has no bearing upon where I shall roam



The grey enigmatic, I am my own!




Now Bestow
The part of me that I once let go




Depression, you will never again own this soul!



Even if I have to keep fighting all alone



The grey enigmatic, Indeed I am my own



Who are you?
Too bad you will never know




The grey enigmatic
I used your mystery to take control
Now my soul is stronger than ever before



The grey enigmatic
Now is it time to let go?




Perhaps the great enigmatic
Will always be my home?



The greatness of this mystery is mine and mine alone



The grey enigmatic, I am its lore
The legend that shall be passed on
Soon enough!




The grey enigmatic, I am ready, let's keep going!



Far away from here, happily after all!



Let's go! I am ready to take control!



Are you?
I guess we will soon find out



Grey enigmatic
Now it is time for us to go!



What will be our destination?
That is what we will never know
It is too boring when we take life under full control
Grey enigma, help me get home
Far away from here
Where the stars shine the most



Grey enigmatic
Now it is time for us to go!




The grey enigmatic
Covets indigo spirit
Creating silver heart beats
Sparkling into a rose
Turning into gold
Soul searching abode
Love foretold



What kind of love?
There are many forms as you know



Grey enigmatic
Now it's time
Where do we go?
Even we should never know


Too much predictability has its remorse



End this now
Too many words
Now let go



The grey enigmatic
We are each other, we are all our own



Now which direction should we go?
I guess that is for us to never know
The world is better without too much control
He and she, as their own
Creating a universe that parallels the soul



Words will never topple
The great enigmatic
For it is too large and too strong



After all the great enigmatic
Is a much larger universe than our own?
Yes, it is very much so



One loses the most
When they overthink of being control
What does this mean?
I suppose it's only up to the future to know





Time ceases to exist
Manmade things are never meant to last



So what does the future behold?



It's all a grey enigma after all!


So Rejoice and celebrate!




The grey enigmatic
Covets indigo spirit
Creating silver heart beats
Sparkling into a rose
Turning into gold
Soul searching abode
Love foretold




The grey enigmatic
Covets indigo spirit
Creating silver heart beats
Sparkling into a rose
Turning into gold
Soul searching abode
Love foretold



That is all that there is to know… More!

Go!