The Letter Of Letting You Go Poem by lia bee

Dear you,

you never truley cared for me
you never showed me respect
you never even knew me
i wanted you to at the time but you didnt and thankfully you never will as i deserve far better
this isnt all your fault though as much as i want to say it is
i waited to long for you and pulled myself further down
i just expected you to know what i wanted
even if i wasnt so sure what that was myself
i wanted you to take care of me
but that is not who i am
if i truley wanted you
i would have known it all along
nothing else would have mattered
so you are not all to blame
you wouldnt evevn have known why i was angry and thats ok
you were never ment for me
and i can see that now but for a long time this had a diffrent ending
but i would like to say thank you for you have thought me what love isnt
and you thought me that and you made me experience pain and heartache but thats ok
i feel a slight pity for you becuase i know im f**ked up
but even considering that i do think im something diffrent(but good diffrent)
i am happy however that i relised that we would never and could never work before i got any deeper then i did
so this is my goodbye to you
so long and good luck in life