The Loss Of A Father Poem by Lisa Mider

So now your gone, and all I can do is feels this loss is it for you or for me? For all things we never got to be, you where so wrapped up in you.

Shall I cry like all theses other fakes who's lives you seem to touch? Oh how they didn't know you at all.

You tortured me, for my hole life I shall live in this shadow of you
Never shall I be the girl who had it all because of you.

You gave me poisoned gifts here and there then you disappeared, for half of my life you wasn't there.

So why shall I feel this loss because the dreams of you finely opening your eyes to see what you had all a long is now gone?

It's true there's a hole in my heart where all the creaks lead, and someday I hope this will fade, and the loss of you will go away, until that up coming day when a girl needs her father, then these feelings will shortly follow the loneliness and the sorrow..