The Two That I Am Poem by John Doe

The Two That I Am



On this long and hard road that is my life
I yet have to encounter the one that’s understands
A person who I can trust totally with all
For that will be the beginning of the new time line
A new time A new life

I have stopped searching
I have stopped hoping
But yet am I to stop believing
There has to be
It just has to be

So those who look in
Even Those who were in side
None understood
Have an inkling of what’s going on
As they don’t deserve to know the truth

If you want to truly understand me, true me
You have to show me true and honest understanding
As the complexity of what is me is not easy
And won’t make it easy
Why? You have to deserve it

So my life is in dark cave of lies and hidden secrets
Hurt full and damaging to me to others
To unlock them, to understand them
Ultimate sacrifice of who I am and who you are
It will then test us, test you for how much you can love someone
I can, I have and I will

But for this road I travel with so many junctions of dead ends
So many disappointments and wrong turns
Always by people I love dearly and who was on the inside
But so blind to their own personal ideals
The missed the opportunity of life time
Missed me

I was there to see opened up, vulnerable and expecting to give in
So hard but so soft
The two that I am
Who will see this finally
SO I can become one again and not have this

The two I am…..

COMMENTS OF THE POEM
Michelle Melody 08 January 2009

I wonder about the two I am... I have a thought but I do not want to write it here. Btw very good poem.

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