This Is For You Poem by Meagan Peters

I always wanted to be a hollywood girl...
dancing in moonlight, swimming in flowers
making love in the rain.
Then my hero came and I thought that I was saved...I only had to grab.
But then I hesitated, thought it wasn't real and I doubted his love:
causing nothing but pain.
Now I've lost the part.
The leading role in love and now I'm lost and sad that's too bad.

Nothing I can do,
can ever make up for the way I treated you.
Nothing I can say,
can make the living easy
Take the pain away.
Nothing I can try, is good enough for love.
Nothing I can do, is good enough for you.
This emptiness inside,
my overbearing selfish pride...
makes me dread the day I fell in love with you...
Not because I am so sad, but because I am so bad...
I dread falling in love with you cos without you, nothingness remains.