This Life Of Mine Part 2 Poem by ESPN CHICK

This life of mine will never change
All this pain is pilled up a mile high
And I've got a million tears behind my eyes

This pain and these tears will never go away
I guess they will stay with me forever and ever

Every time I think all the pain is gone
It comes back at my front door
And then takes over me in a flash

What to do I'm so confused
This life of mine is screwed up

I don't know where to begin
Everything is scattered inside
And my mind is filled with thoughts that won't ever go away

There is a part of me that wishes I wasn't here
But I know I have to stay strong

How can I be strong though
Feels like I'm getting weaker as the days roll on
Is this life of mine worth the pain and suffering

Is this life of mine worth the tears I cry
Someone please help me out here

Cause I'm so alone, lost, and confused
I have a broken body, a bruised heart, and pain from head to toe
And somewhere in between this body of mine I feel a spark of something but I don't know what it is

I wonder if its something good
But how can it be cause with me nothing good comes around

Oh how I wish I can be set free
Set free from this life and start all over
Start this life with a fresh start and never turn back

May 5,2008