Time I Went To Deep Poem by Sam Byron

I used to feel like I was on top of the world.

I could relieve myself of my pain,
I could make myself heal.
The thing is though
It never hurts.

No matter what,
Or how I do it.

I was just relieving myself of my pressure.
I just couldn’t seem to get enough,

Addiction.

I would always want more.
So then I’d go deeper,
It just never seemed to be enough.

But because I never had no one

That I trusted enough,
To tell.

I decided to go deeper,
Deeper than the last time,
And all the times before.

There’s only one difference now.

I can’t feel my pain,
Nor my relievences,
But it’s mostly because,
I’m no longer here