Today Poem by Gabriella Franco

today i felt the rush of apathy
i felt the burn of boredom
i felt the drum of silence
the absence of feeling
today i knew nothing was stable
I know nothing is holy
i am ever unknowing
and ever unknown
Today i realized love is never unconditional
I am never on the pedestool(sp)
pain is an illusion
and feeling is debatable
Today i found that trust is never whole
Honesty is always questionable
Music is ever beautiful
Nothing is fathomable
Today I discovered that I am no one
My feelings are irrelevant
We are all selfish
And I am but an instrument
Today I did not cry
I laughed a spurious laugh
I did not love, I only pretended
And i did not hurt, for today
Today I just was.
I was helpless, i was hopeless
I was worthless
I was languid, emotionless
Today sucked.