Torment Poem by Calven Butch

</>Darkness unfolds powerful wings of your arms,
your sly voice bring me in,
Chaining me down with agony,
Why must we all fall but some never arise,
As I sit,
thinking,
dreaming and hoping for someone to save me,
But no one,
It felt like months every second,
it feels as if a year pass every minute,
I die more and more everyday,
I live afterwards,
Will my body ever heal from these gashes that you caused?
No never,
Pain crashes upon my body,
scars glittered in the darkness,
the chains tightened further,
Satisfied,
you threw me away,
pushed me away,
wanting nothing more to do with me,
was all I that?
All I was, was nothing?
If you thought like that then so are you
I hate your soul to the core,
I seethe everytime I see your eyes,
So much hatred burn deep within that it burns every step,
but guess what?
I grow stronger then you,
My weakness is forgotten and long gone.

I move ahead,
head high,
hiding my true emotions from the world,
If I step wrong I get shunned,
you cause me to step off,
you caused this,
pain,
agony,
hatred,
anger.
What happened to me before?
Happy,
joyful,
but now all I am is nothing but a person to your eyes,
All i am is another doll to be messed with,
to be made fun of,
to be kicked around till I can't stand,
Guess what?
That creates more strength for me,
more speed and wiser.

Pain may drive you crazy but don't let others see,
Agony may hold you down but get back up,
Show you are stronger then them,
show them wrong.
Think of a memory that makes you smile,
your dreams seem as if they are smashed but don't let them see it,
be strong for others and not yourself,
hold back and satisfy others,
see them first then yourself so you may go to Heaven as those who hurt you can go to.......