Voices Poem by shannon curtis

Why does life have to be this hard for all of us? I'ts gotta get easier it has to it must. The strain of trying to live like this is taking it's toll on my
family so bad, that it breaks my heart causing an emotion that's way beyond sad. It's this illness that that I have in my brain making me do things that cause my family so much pain.

Never seeming to get anything right, happiness just out of reach just out of sight. Would everything work out better if I was gone away? That is what the voices tell me, that is what they say. Telling me that it is all my fault, that I don't deserve lovepeace in my life. A failure in every way including being a mother, a wife. Mostly they say I need to go out on my own because bad people deserve to be all alone