War Of My Heart Poem by Jai Johnson

Trying to come to terms
With never having you
My dream has now died
It will never come true
Sadness grips my heart
Like a vice
Trying to ease the pain
My mind is cloudy
With the memories of you
How beautiful you looked
The last time i saw you
My desire for you
Still lives deep within
Trying to surpress my feelings
Not wanting to offend you
And have you give up on me
Matters of the heart
Are hard to deal with
I struggle everyday
With the feelings i have for you
The need to have you in my life
To have you connected to me
At any cost
Wanting you so desparately
Knowing my want will never
Be fulfilled
Makes my soul sad
And cry a river of tears
This is the burden i bear
In the War Of My Heart
~Jai~