What's True? Poem by Ashley Measimer

I need to know you love me
Which is hard from where I'm at.
Sometimes it gets so hard to tell
What's real and what's an act.

I know you say I have no reason
To doubt you like before,
But you took my heart and broke it twice.
How can I help but think you'll do it more?

I try my best to give you
The benefit of the doubt,
But every time, I find something wrong.
Even it it's really not.

I cant believe what you think of me...
It surely can't be true.
From what I've seen every day,
The world believes me too.