Where I Am Poem by Heart of Ice Die Die Die

So twisted,
so broken inside.
Like I haven't said that before.
The tiny little fractured pieces
sticking into my lungs
like pieces of broken glass.
My lungs are filling up with blood,
I'm drowning in
my own bodily fluids.
Drifing away,
I'm so tired.
I feel like I could got to sleep
for a long, long time.
I just want
to drift off
and never get back up...
I'm leaving now.
Autopsy Results:
Technical Terms-
Her lungs filled with liquid
which drowned her.
Her heart was... well...
it appeared to be... splintered.
In other words-
She died of a broken heart.
Technical Terms-
The body appeared to be
covered in several small scars
assumed to be self-inflicted.
On the left thigh
there was a scar which read
ALONE.
In other words-
The girl was an emo,
end of story.
My voice,
the ghost of a whisper
speaking from the grave.
I wish I had
deeper cuts to show you.
I wish I had
stitches to show you.
So I could see
the look on your face
and see
just how much you don't care.
Watching the people
who hated me in life
stand over my body
and cry their fake tears.
Listening to their fake statements
about how we were soo close
and how peaceful I looked.
Then flaoting over
to watch the others.
Holding eachother
and just crying.
They don't have
anything to say.
Then the strangers,
feeling uncomfortable
and...
The others who don't know
what to say.
But I can't even say
good-bye
from where I am.

March.-23-10