Who I Am? Poem by Maria Shipka

Externally it seems
that I frivolous am,
but inside me deep,
live Lady 'Prudery'.
Unsure often
Ask I myself:
who really I am? .
Am perhaps frivolous
or am lady prudery's?
Am a woman who loves
without reservation,
or this who in all only
hesitate and reservations seeks,
problems, difficulties always to see,
instead of let them go
on its free course...
No lady Prudery,
I want not
with you live more,
you inhibit me to being
my real me.
On my way I want
farther ahead go....
I guess I just have sense
who is my really 'me'.
I'm this woman with wings,
who so like fly and smile.
who with sing on my lips
the pleasure pass out,
not allow any reproaches,
no limitation, no fear...
Who knows
how have to live,
has no fear
about the future
Who knows
that only today,
the present time,
will us to guide
on the right way.....

(c) shipka