Words From A Fragile Heart Poem by Trinidad Villafranca

Laughing on the inside dying on the outside.
I hide my tears with a smile but it only last for awhile.
The spoken words are like a knife that cut's my
viens with each word the knife goes deeper.
How can be the way its ment to be and if so
why me? I was never so happy that i asked
for pain.My happiness only last for awhile
and the pain rushes back to my fragile heart
it's still breaking as it has been from the start.
When will this pain end when I am dead?
No it will never be gone when i die I just wont
have any tears to cry.