Wrong? Poem by Red Skye

Is it wrong for me to be missing you?
I'll put this feeling to the side 'cause it's not true.
Shall I surrender my soul?
Since my heart will never be whole.
I cannot forget that crooked smile,
just for you I'd walk over a 1000 miles.
Those eyes are so hard to close from my mind,
You as a person are one of a kind.

I miss you cause I want you to miss me too.
but my heart is one of many- better join the cue.
your so timid,
who are you trying to kid?
That burning desire was lost years ago,
I walked to you to and throw.
I gave you my heart, to cherish and to hold,
now I have it back its all burnt and cold.
I know I shouldn't love you since all the past,
but you played a perfect role, a perfect cast.
I don't want to love you but my heart longs for someone like you.
you turned all my grey skies a beautiful blue.
Maybe one day you'll see its all true.