She looked for the key,
Yes even then more so selfishly.
The key to life,
That is all she wanted,
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Chances of winning this chess game are slim,
For i am but me and many are them.
Walking a straight line in a perfect circle,
Chancing this love which is now only a hassle.
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Do you see the hate reflecting back into your eye?
Do you see the fear, depression and loneliness transform into thoughts of suicide?
Can you see my silent tears?
Can you see the MADNESS from all my nightmares?
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Swimming against this heavy Current,
Wondering if this heartache is worth it.
He says i Haven't seen the world,
That I'm just a lonely girl.
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If I were to die today
I would not want rose petals around me in tradition's array
Nor my friends gathered in their dark clothes and evil smiles
For what would be worth all their traveled miles?
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I hear but don't see
I love but don't let you in
You help calm the wicked sea
But I don't wanna lose a good friend
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Hate to rememer
Striving to forget
Your smille
Your hugs
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Darkness turns into night
And that's when I do what I know is not exactly right
I let it out
It's like a bad habbit
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Dead awake my nightmare unfolds
As I endear stories untold.
The world runs away,
I'm glad it did not stay.
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The darkness rises,
The shadows increase.
In this world fear of collapse never does cease.
The enemy takes over,
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