When the world seems to scary,
as it often does to me,
I pull out my shoebox and
examine my hopes.
...
don't look at me like that
as I pack my bags
I'm already gone
...
I can hear her heartbeat
pounding in my head
as I search for her in
the darkness.
...
AJ was a small unimportant soul,
barely noticed by anyone.
But yet they say 'we'll miss her terribly'
how did things get so corrupted?
...
get over it
just get the hell over it
life isnt always rainbows
so why the hell are you crying?
...
With all my black little heart
I hope that you cry every night
I want to kill you and then
that should tell me it'll be alright
...
I can see hope for my future.
When I look into your eyes,
I can see the effects of the past
all melt away with a new sunrise.
...
It's too official and I don't live by standards,
It was going fine until you used that word.
We were having fun and we were smiling,
but that all stopped when I heard...
...
She's packing for college
She's going away from here
In her pajamas, she's gonna call it a night
but a knock at the door changes her life
...
If he wanted to love me,
he would have done so.
If he wanted to kiss me,
I would have already known.
...