Joshua Wyatt

Lily, that was her name
and she was my friend.
We never said a proper goodbye,
just went our own ways silently.
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A small flame,
just warm enough to keep me a alive.

You find me shivering,
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The bleeding has stopped
The wounds have closed and healed
But the scars still remain
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I draw this line in the sand.
It's a line that i will never cross.

No matter what's on the other side,
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The joys of success.
The feeling that you are on top of the world.
The warmth never seems to end.
Past failures seem to be irrelevant.
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You would do anything,
to make the one you love smile.

No matter how hard it is
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I can't seem to figure it out.
I look and look, but still nothing.
The answer doesn't seem to be there.
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Roll out of bed, I hit the floor.
Pick myself up and stumble into the shower
The water washes away my sleep,
it washes away yesterday's worries.
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I walk the path, the path of life
A path that everyone walks
It has it's ups and down, its twist and turns
Sometimes you see miles ahead
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You love her so much,
shared some amazing times together.
...But that's over now,
just a bunch of memories.
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Your fear has turned to anger
Your love into hate

Afraid to lose it all
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Nightmares never scare me,
they don't last long enough to that.

My dreams are the ones that scare.
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I will fix this
I will make it all right

This will take all my focus
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I told her how i felt
and she just wanted to be friends.

That is all that happened
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I walk down this hallway
It is a hallway that i have never walked before
There is a big blue door at the end
It's calling my name ever so sweetly
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You can hurt me
I have told you this before.

You are my friend so you have that power
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I look for the good in others
Even when they only show me bad

I look for it in their eyes.
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When i began walking this forest was beautiful.
The smell of the flowers was flowing
The sound of animals was enchanting.
The sight of the sun was warming.
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Carrying myself on my back
He tells me that he can go on,
that we can go back there.
That we can make more memories.
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Your eyes are full of disappointment,
staring me down.
I am sorry but i failed again.
You don't understand how difficult it is.
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