Kimbaline Navas (she who waits)

I have stood firm through my storm and I am still standing
I have rolled down many hills only to find myself standing back up, dust myself off and just to keep it pushing
I have fought through the hardest time in my life only to shine like the strong woman that stands before you now
I have cried a million tears and felt like life was not worth living only to get up the next day to see that the tears had dried up and a new day has come.
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Grandma’s little angel is what you will be called, sent to us from the wings of another angel, heaven has a kiss of blessing with your name all around it, a loving gift from God “Grandma little Angel.”

Grandma’s little angel is who we are waiting for; I have been blessed with a grandchild that I will love forever more.
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I have finely realized what this mean: there is a reason for each and every season, friends will come and go lovers may also but with every season God has his reason…

There is a reason, why we have each and every season. We maybe ware of the season why, but God knows his reason so please try not to ask the question why.
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Long journey home when the route back to who you once was is faded and the cross roads are no long there.
To find a place or go back to oneself is a hard road to travel, when you want to ensure that you are headed on the right path.
Search your heart and you shell find the true person that you seek to find, this journey home may have things in it path that you will need to over come, just keep your faith believe in what is real and this will be your greats thrill.
They say to ask you shell receive all that your heart is searching for; keep your mind clear and your thoughts pure for you really do not want to open unwanted doors.
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I miss everything about the beach from the sands between my toes to the mighty sound of the ocean crashing against the rocks; it is there where I found my serenity.

I miss the sun raise to the sun fall at the beach, where its true colors have this wonderfully glow right at the point of when the sun touches the water.
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I lay here with my true nakedness bearing for the
entire world to see, a faceless woman in a man’s
world searching for the true mean of free.
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Don't judge a book by its cover; now that is a statement most of us should live by, in our day to day lives.
Most of the time we look at people or hear something about them, then we make a judgment of them as if we know that person but the actuality of it is we have no inkling of who that person is, nor do we make an effort too.
A book by its cover makes us ignore the person and refuse to find out who that person is, now we lost an opportunity of getting to know that person with a strong character, a loving soul, a gentle heart but most of all, you lost out on meeting someone that might have been good to you.
By being closed minded we see only what we want too see not allowing to open the mind and letting them shine.
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I will be spending Christmas in Heaven this year where the clouds will be my snow, the stars will be my Christmas Lights and the present that I will receive is the gift of peace surrounding my soul.

Be merry and jolly for me as I will be for you please don’t dropp a tear, don’t let your heart be trouble heaven is a wonderful place to spend Christmas.
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I close my eyes and I can vision my sunset laid across the water with clouds gently placed on top.

The yellow is so bright that it consumes my thoughts I fall deeper into the colors of the sun so that I could touch the orange glow, what a soft feeling, my sunset.
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Last night an angel took my mother home, as she fell off to sleep she had a visitor waiting to take her to her place in heaven.

Where the angel’s dance on the soft clouds the aroma of peace surround the heart and worldly anguish she will no longer endure for now she is at rest.
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Be careful with the words you use you never know when it will turn on you or better yet just how it will take it toll on the other party who is receiving it.

Hurtful words can cut like a knife splitting one soul apart making them feel like ending their life…
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As a princess in this world of unsure things a beauty from heaven rings,
Puerto Rican Queen is what you will turn out to be from the inland where the waters are true blue, sands are as soft as your skin,
eyes as a secret waiting to be told, arms that everyone wants to behold,
the choice one is who you are the name will be placed upon the stars.
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As I set and look into this wasted reflection of a human being, my life quickly passes right in front of my eyes.

What was once just a shadow is now what I live as for the rest of my punishing life.
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No more fear of survival refuse to live in fear of myself any longer.

No more fear of never being respected or acknowledged by you for who I am.
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Blackness fills my room too quick, This sadness is coming on too thick…
I can't stop this feeling that is taking over my very thoughts, I am lost in the darkness of the clouds and I don't see anyone around.
"Come save me please, " don't let me drift into the blackness of my mind; don't let me lose my soul because I am out of control.
This depressed feeling has me in the blackness of the clouds not being able see what beauty that it possess, and how powerful the clouds are when they unite as one.
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Gemini like night and day, fire and water, love and hate all rolled up into one being…

My Gemini man loves me and I can feel it, the way he talks to me, the way he holds me, even the way he smells my hair it is so intense…
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Hello Love,
how are you doing? Last night I wiped the tears from your eyes but they did not stop,
I looked over your shoulder and I seen you was holding a picture of us and I realize at that point you can not see me, I know you can feel my present I am still here with you.
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My heart is crying it needs to be loved; my true desire is for you to fit like a glove.
I am waiting for you to save my life, take my hand and let me be your wife.
I love you with heart filled of tears the time that we share is showing me fear.
I am waiting for you to find your way home, I can see you are confused and lost out in the storm.
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A lost feeling of love, living life thoughts of what was and what should have been, a good feeling of you, a simple touch from the heart.
A lost feeling of love miles & miles between us, Oceans & lands to far too see your loving face the words "I miss you, " placed upon my lips and feeling of lost love enters in to my heart.
A lost feeling of love because of the distance my heart cries out I am yearning for you, your touch, your kiss, A sweet embrace to feel your soft skin and to see your beautiful face this is what I am missing, this is what my heart need.
As I lay a sleep I can see you from across the room your eyes took over my soul and I was yours for the taking. As I can see your heavenly face as if an angel fell from the sky above & your beauty is all I see.
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