I resist, refuse to submit, it hurts to worship when Rudi
doesn’t reciprocate in the same way, no more
investment in feelings larger than life
Fighting attraction, withstanding emotion, Rudi persisting
against indifference feigned; overpowering enchantment,
bewitching touches - Rudi’s victory
Succumbing to the sweetest, most passionate kisses,
loving combat culminating in wild ecstasy, resistance
relished and overcome, asserting dominance
Explanations, extenuating circumstances, planning excursions
to incur wrath for the excitement of fighting for love, Rudi
threatens mockingly
Hearing about my running off and swimming at night in the
sea, spending a day in the cave, he is livid with rage, says
he’ll spank me without the finesse
Of a black-leather clad madam, I laugh, he crushes the breath
out of me, kissing me to death – what’s the use of lamenting
running risks when his embraces
Are life-threatening?
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem