Find Me Poem by Kay Tee

I'm trying to remember how to act and what to say
I'm thinking of the times when I would let her lead the way
I'm searching for the confidence that taught me how to walk
That drew on all my smiles 
Who spoke when I would talk

I'm trying to imagine who I'd be and what I'd do
With a hint or dose of attitude
With a mind that shows what's true

I'm searching for her from within
Could she have really disappeared
I'm looking through my nerves and I am screaming through my fears

Im searching for her to the point where Im left lost in myself
And no one else could hear me
So there's no one here to help

I'm not sure which way to turn
I don't know whats left
Or right

I don't know if they could see me
I can't seem to find the light

All I want is for the sparks that keep on running through my brain

Is to find a different trail
Or to play another game

Because everybody knows it
I'm not me just as before

I just want to be reminded
I can't do this anymore